i don’t even know who you are anymore

you are not my best friend from 6th 7th 8th or 9th grade. You are not who you used to be. Remember when you got your first kiss in 7th grade? & then you got your first make out in 9th grade. You lost your virginity in the beginning of this year. To your first “real” boyfriend who left you 9 days after you started dating. The same week of your birthday. I told you I wouldn’t judge you. But I told you not to do it. & I told you not to even talk or date to him bc i knew he was an asshole. since I used to like him. but you didn’t listen. & now, here you are 2 months later, you’ve had sex with 2 more guys, sent around numerous pictures, hooked up with guys that your friends like, including me, your best friend. & you also tried to have sex with a guy who screwed you over countless times. & then he told people. & sent around the picture you sent to him. & said he didn’t give a fuck about you. I told you not to send him or anyone pictures. You can’t trust anyone with something like that. You didn’t learn from MY mistakes. ‘cause yes, i’ve been there before. & you know it. & you’re not learning from your own. I already told you when you asked me, you’re turning into the girls we used to make fun of people for. I hate seeing you like this. But, it’s hard being your friend when you’re constantly wrapped in drama & i get pulled into it. I hope this is a stage that you’re going through, just a phase. & you’ll be yourself again. quiet & innocent. you’ll like to read books & write stories again. I love you. & I hate seeing you like this. I hate hearing about what everyone has to say about you & how you act like you don’t care when they call you a slut or a whore, when I know you do. I want you to be the girl you were this time last year. I’m sorry. & I love you. 

















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